i don’t post on this ever. but i don’t have nowhere else i can get this off. and i just need to yell into the void for a minute. and i know no one will see it here.

it’s been 3 years since we lost my dawg. and every year it get a lil harder. i ain’t ever really celebrate the 4th anyway, but it takes on a whole new meaning now. we celebrating his life. but i have such a hard time celebrating anything. it’s eating me up today more than usual. i feel so selfish. i go through these long periods of deep depression where i have days i wish i wasn’t here anymore. where i don’t even wanna push. and how can i even sit here and say that shit. when my boy was so full of life, so beloved by everyone, and they took his shit from him? i still have mine and i don’t even appreciate it half the time. i see everybody all fucked up and think maybe it shoulda been me. he’d appreciate the gift. and less people woulda been hurt. and i know he’d smack the shit out me for saying this. 3 years later. and i still can’t believe it had to be you. one of the most genuine people i ever met. you deserved so much more, that’s why we keep you alive thru us every day. i gotta try and live the way you’d want us to, the way you did. not like this. so my goal til we meet again is to appreciate what i have, block all this pain and these bad thoughts out, and be happy i’m here. not wanna be gone. want to be here. deserve to be here. watch over our steps bro. we love you. long as we here, you always will be. i just hope we make you proud.

hearthashescollection:

halftimesharks:

See this?

This is called Afrezza. It’s an inhaler for diabetic insulin. That’s right. An inhaler. That means no more needles. It’s only for fast acting insulin, but it could still vastly improve the life of a lot of diabetics. 

Imagine having to constantly prick yourself with needles to keep yourself alive, and then suddenly there’s a new product that could change the whole way you live your life for the better.

And here’s the thing: it works. It works really really well. People with diabetes that have been lucky enough to have used it think it’s amazing.

But sadly, it’s probably going to end up as a failure because the pharmaceutical company (a French company called Sanofi) that was in charge of marketing it didn’t care enough to actually try. Not only that, but they made it incredibly expensive so hardly anyone could afford it. Most people have never heard of it, and the way things are going, no one else ever will.

Please reblog this to raise awareness of this product and hopefully get another company to market it. It could change so many lives.

It would change and save my life. If there’s one thing I hate in the top 5 most in this world. It’s the fucking pharmaceutical, money mongering, heartless industry.

Truly hope everybody with hands in big pharma dies slowly and painfully. They do not care about ANY of us with PEC’s.

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salty-blue-mage:

Me screwing with my drunk republican relatives as they pass out during a holiday party

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frontpagewoman:

Weatherman recreates Cam Newton’s outfits😂💀

womanbecomescow:

God u know when ur sleepy drunk or high and ur trying to plug the charger into your phone but you keep missing the phones pussy like stay PUT

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beaky-peartree:

remember when lol meant “laughing out loud” instead of “this is to indicate that this brief text isn’t hostile”

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vetmedirl:

kaijutegu:

Funks go e y y man kill zucchini angst

the gecko has spoken

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mori-sempai:

ad-hominem-sappies:

nunyabizni:

Not just dogs either, goats get into it

but mostly dogs

if you ever wonder why sometimes they stop for so long

It’s a fun one and worth a look

Break the stereotype that dogs and mailmen can’t get along!

Not to be dramatic but I’d fucking die for Rudy.

I want to hug Rudy so bad

THIS is the content I’m here for

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